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XMAS WISHES [ 12:00 AM ]

Marry Christmas To All Humans Out there!!!!

Santa Baby Would You Bring My Precious Darling To Me?......

Ok present have been send 5 days earlier before Christmas to preciouslove...

well lately it's been hard for me to have a long conversation with him i don't know why, not sure if his busy or his avoiding me!! so i still recall the day that i call him just to asked him for his add and i heard he said shh she can hear you, yes i admit i was suspicious bout it my heart began to tighten it's self and my mind began to think negatively but it fall back in to my mind thinking i should trust him no matter what..... well i'm still lost though thinking am i a great gf for him? am i worth his love? does his still love me? it's that few things that keeps playing in your mind like a record!!!! well ok i'mma bounce now!

once again marry Christmas

[ 5:04 PM ]

Love is always patient and kind. It is never
jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish.
It does not take offense and is not resentful

[ 8:35 PM ]

It's been weeks i never see IPG people i admit i misses them alot i misses those fun time those nonsense attitude and even those small fight!!.but i admit i misses going back to school and disturbing those teachers and even people like bella bonch and even wannie hahahahah most of all i swear this i swear i misses my belovedbbg lola!!!

OK this picture was a memorable one for my i can say why they took the time to come down on my SI audition plus my birthday!!! gosh i would not trade anything for that day this i swear!

The raya outing with this people bella suppose to be there but not sure what happen to her still we had really great time!

The end of lifeskills classes and we took a photo with out lifeskills teacher though she is not in this picture she is in the other picture all i take was this picture because to people you see up there those are the IPG we the Battle is finally over and is up to the next stage in life people! lets hope we could do a comeback after the separation......IPG OIIIII!!!!!! remember the first time we all started school? how we all never talk to one another even during ice breaking we would look at each other thinking of that what if? hahaha i remember the time when we played the husband and wife game some of us we the unlucky one hahaha but still we manage to have a hell of a fun! with our bl on our side who is the most fun and nonsense person still we work along with him!!! we were all different back then and now look where it takes us..i will miss you all

The Sembawang familia ft. JennyFauzy
that day the day were we were suppose to head to mpsn ITE we decided to skip that session
and head down to sembawang instead! had great fun with thse modeling session and camwhore-ring! i tell you we really do love camwhore-ring when we get in the zone on it!
and i regretted not spending more time with them heading there and enjoy my time with them cause right now i misses it! those random jokes... the time where we were afraid of the red and blur light cause we were smoking with our uniform..hahahah and at that point of time i step on the cigarette when it's still full hahahaha how dumb i am! hahaha and and i remember those time when wannie and the rest would listen as i do the complaining and all!!!
i really misses all that!!! i swear i would head back to sembawang and catch up with you all!!!!
and bbglola i love you sooo much! muack!

When You look Back On Our Time Together some how Everything would make Each And Everyone of us laugh by our self!

So Much To Say But=( [ 10:45 PM ]

hahah sIn a few hrs time i'm gonna be doing my final yeah test and wed will be the last day i'll be stepping in to that sch goshhh i realise all me post is about how i'm not ready to leave the school damn itt...so this few days precious have not been talking to me, don't know why his not been telling me alot of thing..hmmmm and btw i would like to in form the fake sebby yeah we could go our own ways i don't fcking know who the hell are you anyway so yeah you go your way i do mine. so funny thing is someone told me bout the it saying this tagger tag me using precious name at first i thought he really wanted a split but when i asked him he told me thats not him wow was shock abit.damn it pls don't make other people's relationship crumbles when your already did. i don't understand people like this

so i felt abit mean for someone that text i really hope you don't think bad of me cause actually i did not mean to do that but is just that i feel is time to let it out so i just let it out i sorry again and again if the text would hurt you or hurt you in any ways!

ok so been few weeks i've been feeling back The O.C fever mania! i swear i'm totally in love with Seth again whuuuhooo that hotgeek from newport hahahha and i swear he look like precious when he smile and when he give those stupid cute look!!! ohh how in love i am why cause he look like precious!! i have to admit The Reason in to The O.C back because of seth....uhlala!!!!!!gosh

So i wrote a song on friday and it took me 8 hrs it always takes me 2 to 3 days to write a song but this time it take me just 8 hrs so here goes song title is

It's Your Love!

1stv:What did you do to deserve this

is there any ways that i could change.

I'm sorry for all your miseries,

could we fly back in time just to rearrange

2ndv:I find it hard for me to just ignore,

watching your heart as they crumble on the floor.

baby you know i can't do it anymore,

so listen to what i have to say

and maybe this time i won't make a mistake

Chorus:I don't wanna let you go,

baby i just wanna let you know.

every thing about you means the whole world to me.

this may sound so cliche

but i meant what i say

is just one thing i find it hard to replace

and it's impossible to replace it's your love

it's your love.

3rdv:Yes sometimes it makes me wanna cry,

knowing that we are mile away.

your the reason why i still try to hold on

and be strong every day.

it seems difficult with this long distance relationship

but baby it came as surprise that we make it this time.

Chorus:I don't wanna let you go,

i just wanna let you know

ever thing about you means the whole world to me.

this may sound so cliche

but i mean what i say

is just that one thing i find it hard to replace

and it's impossible to replace it's your love

it's your love..yeahh...

Bridge:Baby just close your eyes

And listen to the wind

could you hear my voice calling your name.

i swear with all me heart,

you mean ever thing to me

so baby just listen to what i have to say

and i can't take it anymore....uh...hoooo

Chorus:I don't wanna let you go

Baby i just wanna let you know

everything about you mean the whole world to me

now that you know the truth yeahh ...
this may sound cliche

baby yes i meant what i say

is that one thing i find it hard to replace

and it's impossible to replace it's your love

it's your love...woo..uhhhh

it's your love!

right now the song on top is for preciouslove, lately i feel you've been ignoring me and been keeping yourself shut from me! what happened to working it out!

you seem to be caught up on your own stuff not knowing the whole time i needed you.never thought i needed you so much in my life where i do felt jealous of others around me at times but i stayed strong and walk on still leaving a spot beside me just for you!where hoping you would talk to me and i wanted you to talk to me where i needed you to listen to my problem.precious what is really going on? i miss you i need you i really wanna hold you next to me Right now and just let all my trouble disappear cause when ever think of you nothing seems to matter right now!precious please hear me screaming your name!

"There is one pain I often feel, which you'll never know... it's caused by the absence of you"

To smbw family you guys have been there for every hard time fun time sad time and even worst time. this i'll never forget, though we all move to a different direction i'm sure my heart would always remain in yours , for you all show me the meaning to friendship,with your care when each and every one of us has a problems and your support when you guys gave me when i was Auditioning for SI on my birthday it's self. the memories with you guys i'll not forget.

you guy were like a sister and a brother to me,you would scold me if u feel that i'm wrong,you would laugh even if my jokes were lame,would listen when each has a thing to say and would always make each and every one laugh when they had a frown on their face.i swear i'm gonna miss you guys with all the memories we had!

"Side by side or miles apart,good friends are always close to the heart."

To b forgive me if i hurt any of your feelig. it hurt me knowing it's our final time together but i know i'll not lose my contact with you.your very special i can say

i've been expecting to much from you with your surprise gift and all but all i gave you was nothing! forgive me for that.your one person i don't wish to let go cause to me your different.you were there when i was in need you help out in many ways i could think of but right now i'm not even ready to say go bye and i don't even wanna say goodbye to you.for you are my sister,my everything ,my bitch , my happiness, my sadness and my madness you mean alot to me and all i could say is i'm proud i know you and place you as apart of my life!

"There is a miracle called Friendship

that dwells within the heart

and you don't know how it happens

or when it even starts.

But the happiness it brings you

always gives a special lift

and you realize that Friendship

is God's most precious gift."

To Bffl though we hardly spend time together i'm sure you know i misses yo for good. for i still hold on to the vows that i made. i still remember the time when we first get to know we are going be in a different class that point of time my heart crumble wondering you never would make it through alone as i understand you will. but as month pass by we began slipping off each other your busy with your class mate's and i'm busy with mine, though the fight we had nothing can seems to pull us apart as i could not hurt you cause by hurting you i hurt myself much more! we took time to go home and catch things up it never fails to bring out the craziness in both of us.though i know we would keep in touch i still know we would end our time going i the same sch together again. your the longest best bestfriendforlive i cherished the most i love you S!!

"Friends will come and friends will go,

The seasons change and it will show,

I will age and so will you,

But our friendship stays, strong and true."

oh god my eyes is flooded with tears damn it!!! i'mma bounce now
Love reminds you that nothing else matters.

Friday Friday Friday -_-" [ 1:35 AM ]

Oh you back out on your words i guess.what you feel when you send those text to me saying we will be friends close friend infect, now i know it's all not true even if i'm on my last day of school knowing we would never be friends, would never talk and would never see each other oh hurtful can things like this be..

Well oh well my Friday was spend sitting down at home and doing nothing!
i thought sis would stayed home and accompany me but she went out with her bf leaving my at home..soo all i did was compose my songs again! i'll upload it soon but i will be waiting for someone to make me the tune so i could sing it..........ok i got a feeling that Mondays gonna be the most Sentimental day ever but well see how it goes....been thinking bout precious love the whole day, he just can't stop running in my mind! heh so gonna find my self a job fast!!! ok i'm not sure what to say so yeah i'mma bounce now bye

'The life and love we create is the life and love we live.'

[ 8:29 PM ]

So about two more day the sch is gonna end things gonna change people environment! wow I'm still not ready for it to end really! every thing happen so fast! i'm sure gonna miss the fun exciting people..hmmm thinking of it really make me wanna cry! but overall we are sure gonna start a new book and life but really it suck with out some people! after this is another step in life we have to take some may make a good progress in it and some are sure gonna crumble.
i don't know i'm just not ready for it to end yet like really not like this!..
Monday is gonna be the last day i would have to see some people in that sch...

[ 12:39 PM ]

THIS IS ONE FUNNY THING YOU PEOPLE SHOULD READ!

I'M REALLY SORRY IS IN MALAY SO YEAH FOR ALL THOSE MALAY I HOPE YOU PEOPLE WOULD LAUGH WHEN YOU READ THIS!

Murid : Selamat pagi, cikgu.
Cikgu : (Menengking) Mengapa selamat pagi sahaja? Petang dan malam awak doakan saya tak selamat?
Murid : Selamat pagi, petang dan malam cikgu!
Cikgu : Panjang sangat! Tak pernah dibuat oleh orang! Kata selamat sejahtera! Senang dan penuh bermakna. Lagipun ucapan ini meliputi semua masa dan keadaan.
Murid : Selamat sejahtera cikgu!
Cikgu : Sama-sama, duduk! Dengar sini baik-baik. Hari ini cikgu nak uji kamu semua tentang perkataan berlawan. Bila cikgu sebutkan perkataannya, kamu semua mesti menjawab dengan cepat, lawan bagi perkataan-perkataan itu, faham?
Murid : Faham, cikgu!
Cikgu : Saya tak mahu ada apa-apa gangguan.
Murid : (senyap)
Cikgu : Pandai!
Murid : Bodoh!
Cikgu : Tinggi!
Murid : Rendah!
Cikgu : Jauh!
Murid : Dekat!
Cikgu : Keadilan!
Murid : UMNO!
Cikgu : Salah!
Murid : Betul!
Cikgu : Bodoh!
Murid : Pandai!
Cikgu : Bukan!
Murid : Ya!
Cikgu : Oh Tuhan!
Murid : Oh Hamba!
Cikgu : Dengar ini!
Murid : Dengar itu!
Cikgu : Diam!
Murid : Bising!
Cikgu : Itu bukan pertanyaan, bodoh!
Murid : Ini ialah jawapan, pandai!
Cikgu : Mati aku!
Murid : Hidup kami!
Cikgu : Rotan baru tau!
Murid : Akar lama tak tau!
Cikgu : Malas aku ajar kamu!
Murid : Rajin kami belajar cikgu!
Cikgu : Kamu gila!
Murid : Kami siuman!
Cikgu : Cukup! Cukup!
Murid : Kurang! Kurang!
Cikgu : Sudah! Sudah!
Murid : Belum! Belum!
Cikgu : Mengapa kamu semua bodoh sangat?
Murid : Sebab saya seorang pandai!
Cikgu : Oh! Melawan!
Murid : Oh! Mengalah!
Cikgu : Kurang ajar!
Murid : Cukup ajar!
Cikgu : Habis aku!
Murid : Kekal kami!
Cikgu : O.K. Pelajaran sudah habis!
Murid : K.O. Pelajaran belum bermula!
Cikgu : Sudah, bodoh
!Murid : Belum, pandai!
Cikgu : Berdiri!
Murid : Duduk!
Cikgu : Saya kata UMNO salah!
Murid : Kami dengar KeADILan betul!
Cikgu : Bangang kamu ni!
Murid : Cerdik kami tu!
Cikgu : Rosak!
Murid : Baik!
Cikgu : Kamu semua ditahan tengah hari ini!
Murid : Dilepaskan tengah malam itu!
Cikgu : (Senyap sambil mengambil buku-bukunya keluar.)

[ 6:32 PM ]

So lately been feeling lethargic like really!! schools been not what i expect it to be been heading home late like 8 at night been having PowerPoint work to finish up sucks i tell you i almost feel like my world drop dead on me! i really need a break out of all this.so lately i've been missing boyfriend alot like when ever i felt like giving up his face just came in my mind that keeps going oh god if only his near me right now!ok i'm gonna sign out now need to finish up my work and all so yeah bye 'The best and most beautiful things in the world
cannot be seen or even touched.They must be felt with the
heart'